Putting the Safety On
Saturday, September 29th, 2007I’d run into a housemate on my way into the centre of Nottingham. After exchanging a few words, I went on my merry way, and I was only a few blocks farther along when she rang me. She forgot to tell me when we met before, but I should stay away from the shopping centre, because there was a riot of sorts. Police were running about, arresting people. Shop somewhere else, Leonie.
The only way I confidently know to get to the city centre is past this shopping centre. Not through, at least, but past it anyway. When I got there, there were plenty of policemen. Not three or five investigating a bit of a scuffle, but more like twenty, all wearing bullet proof vests. It was extremely unsettling.
My housemate and I decided to go to a pub where we’d agreed to meet up with some fellow students in our department anyway. I’ve got to live here, and I don’t want to let fear keep me from going about my day like I would if I lived in a neighbourhood not known as Nottingham’s absolute worst. We had a great time shouting over the m
usic, trying to hear each other’s stories. Housemate and I decided to leave fairly early, though, not wanting to risk anything, with a strange atmosphere still enveloping the neighbourhood. Taking a stand not to be frightened away from daily pleasures is one thing, looking for trouble is another.
I made a point of going out to feed the ducks at the river nearby today. I’m not scared when I’m outside, but vigilent, and certainly not at ease. Feeding the ducks was another refusal to let fear dominate. My neighbours are normal, lovely people. I have reason to believe a drug dealer lives a few houses down, but I’m sure he’s lovely too. We’re all people cooking dinner at night, doing the dishes, taking showers.
But I was most disconcerted when I heard that yesterday’s riot was in fact a shooting. A guy was shot dead in broad daylight, in the middle of a shopping centre. Apparently, it’s gang-related, but this doesn’t comfort me as much as it could. Gang-related or not, I could have been shopping there; I could have been caught in the crossfire. I wasn’t planning to, but I can’t help but think, what if I had been?
PS. I currently don’t have internet access at home, and I’ve been clever enough to leave my Australian notes at home. As a consequence, the Australian stories will have to wait till December, when I go home for the Christmas holidays, and uploading these current updates will have to happen on days I take the laptop to uni with me.

I spent quite a lot of money my first few days here. The everything-a-pound shop was a saviour (replacing a mouldy grout? Leave it to my dad and his one pound DIY setup), but you can’t exactly buy phones there, so I had to throw some money around.
